the undeveloped pose

she walks the talk
and talks the walk
and walk and thinks
but thinks she wont

she is fabulously
mysterious and mystified
magnificent and majestic
majority thinks she might

she dances her heart
melodicly sings and shout
smiles with her soul
and lips are pout

she thinks she cant
the can we cant
think she will be
will not ever be

she lights the obscure
no more dim caliginous
and glitters in the dark
she shimmers and sparks

she smiles the miles
and silly similes
the right words to sign
geesh i just cant find

yes! she is fickle
sometimes fumbles
yet her fortress is spiffy
her mind ensembles

but she cant see all these
all those traits there is
wandering thought she have
jails the truth she has

she is beautiful
but refuses to see
misty sight
tears blocking the bright

her undeveloped poses
the ethereal world sees
she deprived us the show
guessed we will never know

well damn damn
i wish i can convince
she will praise the wrong
and remove those nasty tears


* kilala mo na kung sino ka.. at oo para sa iyo to.. balik ka kaagad ha.. ingats ka.. pagbalik mo, nandito pa rin ako.. di ko na rin kasi alam paano ka convince.. pasensyahan mo na to, eto lang kinaya ng powers ko.. mwah!

i tried to write a poem,

i tried to write a poem,
a minstrel can help me out
perhaps
a wandering bard.

i tried to write a poem,
be a magister amoris
and for nature and nurture
but nothing came

i tried to write a poem,
maybe an elegy
or a fabulous epic
though my brain is in void

i tried to write a poem,
of a by gone age
of birth and growth
yet my voice is numb

i tried to write a poem,
to kill my thoughts
and to the elixir of life
make them real for once

i tried to write a poem,
create characters of perfection
and a land of happy happy joy joy
and eternal youth and beauty

i tried, i really tried
yet reality strikes
and reality bites
im not in a dream

i am wide awake...

papaano?

Paano tapusin ang bagay
na hindi naman nasimulan?
Paano hanapin, magsusumamo,
sa pagkakataong di naman natamo,
Matimyas na ngiti at malamyos na akap,
ang dumatal ay hangin lamang
Paano kong pababayaan,
ang hindi naging akin man lang?

Paano ko maiiwanan,
hindi naman dinatnan?
Sumalubong ng parating
ng walang talatakdaan.
Manglunggati ng dilat,
kahit nakatirik sa arawan
Ang diwang tulog at pusong durog,
konsensyang nagtatawanan.

Paano wakasan ang lahat,
nang walang namang niluwal.
At paano sumuway sa batas
ng walang nagbabawal?
Paano magpapaalam,
sa hindi naman humantong?
At lisanin ang lugar
na hindi naman natunton?

masahol pa ito sa breakup

a glimpse, a glance
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...it was like a:

christmas sensation
held a special link of
reasons and logic
of majestic illusions.

Nevertheless,

everything was just fantasy.
imagination of the forever
cheers and laughter
overjoyed then it was over

now, gone, done?

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