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Thursday, August 21, 2008

munting ala-ala sa lumipas na ligaya

Ang mga tulang inaalay ko sa nakaraan. Ngayon, ay inihahadog ko sa iyo bilang kaibigan. Maligayang kaarawan.(alam mo kung sino ka)

* yung mga unpublished sa previous blog ko e di ko na sinama, kahit gusto mo ng kopya.bleh! sabi mo kasi yung nasa blog ko lang yung gusto mo ng kopya e.

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The Unplayed Pachelbel (2008 July)

the promise he will play
music of his heart
for me and eternity
that hope of serenity

in dreams i will find
light he brought

slowly dims tonight
the kisses and i love you's

in my memories i will keep
keys that will never be played

and notes will no longer symphonize
melody slowly fades inside

we are broken tunes
of our forevered past

now everything is out of tune
and then

ends like shattered glass

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No, this is not about love (2008 June)

no,
this is not about love.
the warmth it gives us
while the cold wind blows,
or the smooth touch
though a wrinkle feels
your hands
sliding, gliding
through the memories
of forever lost.
droplets of rain
from the glistening eyes
of sadness?
of glee?
voices that echoes
inside the heart
whispering phrases
that lips can not speak.
scented spring
in mid november
and
the sunlight in winter

no,
this is not about love.
but the wonderful feel
that is mystery
or misery
inside,
stuck in my soul,
which i keep on denying.

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Bukas ang Kahapon (2008 April)

sa dilim ng paligid
na ating ginagalawan

ikaw lang ang gabay

na nagbibigay daan

pabalik sa pinanggalingan
aking iniwasan

harapin ang nakalipas
ng walang talikuran

dalhin mo ako
sa aking kahapon

muli mong buksan
ang mga pagkakataon
mga bagay na nilimot
panahon na binalot
ng pait at hapdi
mga luhang idinulot

at bukas makalawa
ngiti ay makikita

mga matang nangungusap
may ningning, may kislap

ikaw ang dahilan
ng bawat ligaya

tuwa sa puso
galak ng kaluluwa


salamat sa lahat

walang sawang bulong
na narito ka pa
handa akong ibangon
munting halik
haplos at yapos

pagmamahal ko
buong-buo, iyong-iyo
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5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Thank you.

=)

chroneicon said...

aba aba aba...

tagal na nito ah..

hmm..

mahusay damdam!

buti na lang at nagbalik ka talaga :)

Anonymous said...

lumipas ba talaga?

damdam said...

@anonymous # 1 - welkam!

@ chroneicon - salamats!

@ anonymous # 2 - kung sasagutin ko ba yan maniniwala ka?

UtakMunggo said...

re: unplayed pachelbel

i totally missed the point the last time. na-overule kasi ng pagiging struggling pianist ko ang thought na nakapaloob dito.

parang it's an oxymoron when a song like this, usually played during weddings, effects the opposite of joy in another person.

often we long too much to be with someone forever, we project too much into the future.. we forget about the here and now, we forget about ourselves. when we look to another person to make our lives whole, we miss out on the truth that what makes us uniquely US, is intrinsic. so in the process of loving, we lose ourselves.

siguro madam, yung title ay "the YET to be played pachelbel".

be well.
kind regards.
:D